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| 02:58pm 30/08/2005 |
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My birthday is in 9 hours. Just...letting you know. |
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| 02:09am 07/08/2005 |
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True Story. A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshiped Satan. A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.
If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness. |
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| 07:02pm 21/06/2005 |
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It sucks that the quality of my new icon is so poor, because it's such a good picture. It is David Black from Seduce. It was taken at the Harley Fest.. .Mmmm which by the way was one of the most fun nights I've ever had. I love Seduce. And I love David Black. |
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| Every time I'm in this place it's a parade. |
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| 10:51pm 24/05/2005 |
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It's quite unfortunate for me that I am unable to attend demf this weekend due to WORK. Like Tony said, at 25 bucks a pop, I'll pass. Actually, I think it would be worth it, but more money would be spent on that, as my drift flows freely.
So far I enjoy being a Meijer employee. I chopped my own hair again. But it's good. There was so much death going on that I had to go scissor crazy.
If I weren't so tired, I'd pull an all-nighter... But I have a date with Roseanne then out I am. |
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| Boring Boring |
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| 10:15pm 09/05/2005 |
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Work today was great, if you can call it 'work', it was only an hour, and that was juuuuuuuuuust fine. I hate when Tony leaves for work, puts a big ol' damper on things. I'm chillin' here with Dan, Dan, and Eric...they're watching the game and I'm just bored. Renee and Amy were going to come over earlier, or so I thought, but not now. Kind of a lame night. I want a pizza. But I've had a few beers so I'd rather not get behind anyone's wheel. Looks like I'm living here for the next few days, I'm glad. This just might be like the longest I've stayed here. I stopped home a few times recently for Mother's day, and to get my lemon, and I ended up forgetting I went there for my lemon and forgot it. Someone bring me a pizza or french fries. |
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| 03:49pm 04/05/2005 |
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Now I'm waiting for my Anthony. In hopes that I will have an absolutely amazing Wednesday - Sunday before my life ends and worrying about work beings. I'll be making the best of it. Ya'll will see me online more now since his internet is finally hooked up. Jaclyn, sorry I'm missing your party. There will be more I'm sure. I'll let you know next time there's a big ol' party at the apartment.
A tip: Ovulation can suck nearly as much as menstruation at times.
CYA. |
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| "I Could Really Use a Dose of Steven Tyler Right Now" |
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| 12:17am 03/05/2005 |
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mood:  content music: slgn
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I've never been so indecisive in my life as I am today. Just so stubborn and I know it and I'm not sorry, though because I'm tired of feeling guilty for doing nothing wrong. :) I need a massage. I'm not happy about the fact that my training today got postponed until NEXT Monday. Lovely. Just another whole week to wait. I suppose that's nothing compared to months................and months....................and months.................and months...............................Yet another lovely day but not quite really, no; More like I'm burned and tired and wishing tomorrow would just be Wednesday instead of Tuesday. Ya know? I can't wait until Wednesday. I want to play Mad Gab with Tony while sipping some mixed drinks or Smirnoff Watermelon things, and instead of going out and wasting money like usual... HEY I just thought of an idea. I'm going to tell him to have people over this weekend. Dan probably will want to as well since he was gone the past 2 weekends. Just call him Dan Wilder. My eyes hurt so bad so I "gotsta go". <---I always hated that.
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| 01:24am 02/05/2005 |
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Things have been just lovely. I got a job, yeah come visit me at Meijer. 13 and John R. I start tomorrow. I had a couple other places in mind, but this is what seemed to work out best. As Lauren put it, last Thursday was "off the hook" and she wasn't even there. Let's just say it was a long night and didn't turn out how I wanted it to but some fun was had nonetheless. I got into a bitch fight with an extremely flamboyant gay guy, but I'm not going into details. Yes, we were all at the gay bar again. It's just too much fun. Literally, too much. Friday night Tony and I went to Meijer to buy games, we got MAD GAB... It's seriously the greatest. Go look it up if you wanna know what it is, I dont feel like explaining. Saturday night I left the apartment and came back to Ferndizzle, Missy and Dustin had their hearts set in having me come hang out with them. Plans were made, but then broken because the bowling alley we tried going to just sucked too much ass, wasn't even worth it. So....we ended up getting drunk and I made out with Niko, but not really. You don't want to know who Niko is. Hahaha. Missy's got the biggest boobs ever. I wore her flourescent green bra for shits and giggles and I like, got lost inside it. Hahaha. I had the worst anxiety of my life in the morning when they were sleeping and I couldnt sleep...well not the worst, but damn close, and it sucked. I felt so bad because I called Tony drunk, wanting him to pick me up... The thing is, he was at work when I called him and it was 3am. So he was pretty pissed. And I was pissed at the time and hung up on him and he so totally didnt need or deserve that. I'm just a big ol' asshole. But everything was fine today after I talked to him and I just cant wait to go back over there, and when I do... I might just not come back.
Today was fun, Missy came over and decided to treat me to McDonalds for the second time in 24 hours. We met my mom at Meijer where we danced around with Fat Bastard wine and followed Chinese people and pretty much just made fun of people that needed it. This dumb kid, about 13 years old, kept walking by us and whistling. And the 4th time, Missy goes "Okay, you can stop it now, KID, or it'll be stopped with my FIST" or something right along those lines. He never returned. It was just amazing. I then....came home and ended up getting ready to go to Red Robin to eat with Renee, Amy and Lauren and Allison for her birthday. Fun times...fun times. And to be stupid, we went to Gratiot to make fun of people who actually "cruise Gratiot". It was greeeeeeeat because we'd pull up to 16 year old kids who thought they were cool bumping 50 Cent and whatnot bouncing and dancing around to it. Then Lauren rolled the window down and screamed 'I HATE YOU, YOU SUCK!' And I guess you just had to be there, Laurens the funniest person ever, hands down. The worst experience of my life happened when I had to pee so bad and we stopped at a gas station... The guy gave me a key to go around the side and it was the worlds worst gas station bathroom. I almost died but I was desperate. Now I'm home, dreading my first day at the ol' Thrifty Acres. Wish me luck. |
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| WHAT'S WITH THE LIPS!? |
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| 06:13pm 26/04/2005 |
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Haha I'm sooooooo tired of seeing people's pictures of themselves with their lips sticking out, like making duck lips. STOOOOOOP ITTTTTT! |
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| Get Your Best Butt! |
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| 11:04pm 25/04/2005 |
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Okay, some LITTLE BASTARD stole Tony's phone and pranked a jillion people today. We turned it off but caught on too late... so any of you that were in Tony's phone, sorry...heh. There are way too many little bastards in the world. Anyway who's had the experience of their dryer breaking so you're forced to go to the laundromat? It's just funny and horrible at the same time. And...my mom saw a man there with absolutely NO pants on, NO underwear, this guy was just free ballin like there was noooooo tomorrow. I'm going back over Tony's tomorrow, possibly to stay for quite some time, and there is only ONE advantage to no longer having a phone. It'll be near impossible to make plans to go out and do anything meaning we'll be less tempted, we'll stay in and save money. Although we have tons of beer left from this past weekend. Anywho, goodbye, for a pretty long time I suppose. ;)
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| Hello Moto |
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| 12:17am 25/04/2005 |
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So when the guilt and worry fades since you're over it, it makes it so much easier to now feel more content with jealousy and insecurity because it means you can start being selfish again. Seriously ONE OR THE FUCKING OTHER. Where does it all come from and why am I the only one who seems to care...maybe my unique dealings call for this. So...haha, I can't say I wasn't asking for it.
Anyway, I love my beautiful icon because it has the most beautiful person in the world in it. And no I'm not conceited so you know I dont mean me! |
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| I wish you'd just get outta my life AND SHUT UP! |
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| 01:05am 24/04/2005 |
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Tonight, everyone is drinking but me. (Neither is Tony, he works) But I came home tonight, partied last night, the night before, and the night before that...people are asking me to come party with them here and there and everywhere but I have the power to SAY NO. No but seriously though, I'm just too tired out. Wednesday night, we went to Wild Woody's and it wasn't too great. So we left and went to that bar called Luna or whatever. It's basically a goth bar from what I gathered, I literally was glowing when came in because I was wearing like a white shirt and jeans with my bright hair...in the black light. We got there kinda late, the place was dead (no pun intended) but I danced with some cool people though. Thursday night we WANTED to go to Menjos but because of some people that came with Roger, we couldnt go there...went to Teddy's which absolutely sucked on a Thursday. I think I drank too much that night. Actually, not much, I was just pms.ing and moody, and the booze mixed with that just made me all mixed up and just wanted to go to bed. Friday night, we threw a party at the apartment. Wild night, I'd consider it a diverse crowd but some people I really wanted to come either didnt show or just ended up doing something else, who knows. Some people can really get under my skin...... Some things I'd like to forget and hope to never see it or feel it again. HOWEVER...I miss Tony a lot because I came home tonight instead of staying an extra few days... REASON: Dan is in Tennessee so when Tony went to work, I'd be at the apartment entirely alone and I can't have that.
One more thing--
I hate chicks that call other people "Bro". |
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| 11:08pm 23/04/2005 |
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[a]ge: 19. [b]oyfriend/girlfriend: My Tony. [c]areer in future: Ice cream truck driver. [d]ead person you would like to meet: My grandpa. [e]ssential item: I dont have much...I keep shit real simple. [f]avorite song at the moment: Shiny Disco Balls [g]irls you've kissed: I haven't counted the people I've kissed... [i]nstruments you play: Clarinet, lol, I like playing anything though. [j]ob title: Zittle Mee [k]icks ass: Napolean Dynamite [l]iving places: Ferndale, Michigan...Wichita Falls, Texas [m]ost memorable moment of today: Watching movies naked with Tony. [n]umber of people you've slept with: Who cares... [o]vernight hospital stays: As far as I remember, none... [p]hobias: Absolutely anything with more than 4 legs. [r]elationship that lasted the longest: The one I'm in now. [s]exuality: I love evvvvveryone. [t]ime you wake up everyday: Lately, like noon or whenever, who knows. [u]nique trait(s): It's quite unique but I dont feel like explaining. [w]orst habit(s): Smoking, picking at things til they bleed. [x]-rays you've had: Foot, mouth. Haha. [y]ummy food you make: Chicken breast with these special vegetables. [z]odiac sign: Virgo. |
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| 12:21pm 20/04/2005 |
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I'm gone before you even knew I was here. I don't forget anything. Never. (okay on the weekends it doesnt count) Fuck you, yeah, see ya. I forget who I'm even talking to anymore when I say that. Hahaha.
I dont know but the thunderstorm woke me up sometime early this morning and I never felt happier. I just slept for nearly 12 hours, I think I needed that but I can't see why..... Last weekend was definitely fun, bars, parties, barbecuing....... When I came home the other night, Jesyka and I went to the strip club to see someone who was supposed to be working but she ended up not being there, then we went to the bar in Canada...some stupid ugly girl knocked my drink out of my hand and all over my face, hair, shirt because she was dancing like a FUCKING fool...she offered to get me another one but I said I'd rather just have her outta my face asap. We went to the Casino but I was dead tired, my shoe kinda broke at the bar so I borrowed a pair of Jesykas that she had in her car, and let me tell you...walking around a casino in platform heels with the platform like 4 or 5 inches tall will make you fall down a few times in front of security guards and everyone else, you will look like an ass. Anyway I'm off to the apartment again. I think we're having a party this Friday. Pretty much most people I like are invited. But since some fucks stop talking to ya because someone else does, makes you wonder if they're still possibly your friend, somehow. Ya know? But anyway, I'll see ya'll later. |
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| 11:53am 13/04/2005 |
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You better believe that waking up and downing a cold ass glass of lemonade the morning after you drink a bunch....is the greatest feeling in the world. Yeah I went out with the girls for Amy's birthday last night. We went to Tiki Bobs, that place sucks but it was like the only place 18+ since she was only turning 20. It gets SO FUCKING HOT in there. After going to 21+ bars for so long, I forget how annoying dumb ass like 18 and 19 year old guys are at clubs. Anyway I did lots of dancing, tabletops...stage, you name it. Kyle was there too and that was cool, since we used to be good friends and I haven't hung out with him in so long. But he called my damn house at 2:30am when I got home, woke my mom up and ended up keeping me awake for like an hour almost. Haha. I dont feel hungover today AT ALL, which seems a little strange...I didnt drink MUCH..just FAST because I kept getting beers and stuff bought for me and I wanted to go dance and didnt feel like holding one and dropping it on someone while I was up on a stage or something, as I've done before. I suppose I better go get ready because Tony's coming over at 1:00 and it's already noon...we'll probably just sit at my house for a while anyway so I might as well not rush. So......I'm out. |
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| I'm gonna go to hell when I die |
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| 01:00am 12/04/2005 |
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Okay nothing feels better than getting in bed and falling asleep when you're dead tired and happy. I was happy today because:
I was only slightly awakened by my siblings this morning when they were getting ready for school, instead of them being so loud that I wake up and head-butt my dog out of anger.
The weather was so nice.
I had a peaceful walk with Hudson (until he took a shit right outside the school playground where tons of kids started screaming stuff like "Ewwww Pooooop!!!")
I bought a new sweet watch since apparently I'll never fucking see my other one ever again.
Mom bought me a cute dress thing I wanted that's all bright and crazy. I got to hang out with her today...and Eric.
Missy and I randomly ended up talking and hung out. (Sin City is sweet just soooo fucking long when you're tired)
I guess I'm just happy lately. I'm growing rather impatient when it comes to certain things, kinda personal in a way but it's not enough to bring me down a single bit. I'm still happy as can be. Tomorrow night I might be the designated driver when we go out for Amy's birthday... depends on what's going on by that time. Anyway I'm just dead tired. Goodnight. |
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| 10:59pm 10/04/2005 |
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It's a tad bit frustrating when life is perfect in every aspect except for just one that simply can't or won't change. Whatever. I've had a blast this past week... spending time with Tony like always. I can't wait til I officially just move in. Anyway. Friday was quite fun, Tony and I met up with Paul and Keeton at Paul's...then we went to Emerald. Saw too many people I know but oh well. I had fun. We went to the Works afterwards and I had a million pictures taken of me by some anonymous girl...I dont know what it was for but I didn't care. Saturday was so nice... A bunch of us sat outside the apartment in the sun having some beers before they all went to the Supercross thing at the Silverdome....Tony and I were the only ones that didnt go. He had to work at night... Rebecca kidnapped me where we went to the bar for a few drinks, but came back to the apartment and drank some more. Not a long night though, I went to bed around 2:30am and was pleased when Tony got home at 7:30am and crawled in bed with me. :) He brought me home just 3 hours ago and I miss him terribly already!!!!!!! Anywhoooo I look forward to tomorrow. I've missed Hudson and our daily walks. :) |
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| 12:21am 06/04/2005 |
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Weird day. But what's great is that my 10 year old brother Eric is learning reproductive health in school right now. So it's very funny to hear him walking around asking my mom what certain things are. Like "What's an ovary?" And he thought it would be funny to ask his fortune-telling 8 ball if "vaginas are big"...and it responded, "As I see it, yes." Haha. He's just so funny and innocent. I love him. I took him to Meijer to get his silly $80.00 electric scooter. I dyed my hair today. Let's just say...it's.....different. I can't decide if it sucks or if it's good. I'm fucking EXHAUSTED. Last night we went to Canada and when I went home afterwards, I couldn't sleep for the life of me. So today I was soooo tired but had a lot to do, and refused to be lazy. I'll go to bed soon. By the way, I'm jealous of Gisele. |
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| 02:58am 05/04/2005 |
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So my first trip to Canada. Well I've been to Canada a few times before, but with family...not friends, to go to the bar. Tonight was my first for that. I went with Renee, Amy, Jesyka and Shannon. We had a lot of fun. Free drinks all around and I still didnt get too drunk. Not even drunk, actually. I dont get drunk anymore. The guys there can dance with girls for fun and not grope you and try to fuck you on the dance floor. They're cool. I entered the hot body contest and recruited a lot of people to cheer for me so I could win the $100 but not enough girls entered...so they cancelled it. Fuck that, eh? haha. eh. Well I had fun with those girls, I want to go again. Now I'm home...about to go to bed and I miss Tony. A couple more days!!!!! Wednesday can't come soon enough. I miss my love. I'm excited to get up tomorrow and do my walking and jogging routine and my little workout. Guess who's happy lately? Oh that's me. Goodnight all. |
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